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Monday, November 14, 2005

hard

i think the hardest thing here is being "ME"
i wish i could blame my self less on everything that happend to me or to people around me
i wish he didnt treat me like trash , i feel so low, i know i blame myslef but nomatter how bad i am i dont deserve this ..
no matter how bad the person is u dont just punish him like this..
there was a time when everybody thuaght i was really strong i thaught so too
but day after , i learned my lesson.. in the hard way
in brief.. it's so hard to be me ,
and the harder is knowing that i ll be stuck with me forever..

hard

i think the hardest thing here is being "ME"
i wish i could blame my self less on everything that happend to me or to people around me
i wish he didnt treat me like trash , i feel so low, i know i blame myslef but nomatter how bad i am i dont deserve this ..
no matter how bad the person is u dont just punish him like this..
there was a time when everybody thuaght i was really strong i thaught so too
but day after , i learned my lesson.. in the hard way
in brief.. it's so hard to be me ,
and the harder is knowing that i ll be stuck with me forever..

none

God .. i feel so broken inside , i never felt like that before.. it's really hard to hold the tears, i don know how to describe the way it feels , but the best expression is.. BRoken
i dont think i can go on after feeling like this
it's gonna come anyways , i feel it coming and i see it comin
am not afraid of it's results anymore , bec am already broken ..so there's nothing to save ,
not even dignity ..