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Monday, November 14, 2005

hard

i think the hardest thing here is being "ME"
i wish i could blame my self less on everything that happend to me or to people around me
i wish he didnt treat me like trash , i feel so low, i know i blame myslef but nomatter how bad i am i dont deserve this ..
no matter how bad the person is u dont just punish him like this..
there was a time when everybody thuaght i was really strong i thaught so too
but day after , i learned my lesson.. in the hard way
in brief.. it's so hard to be me ,
and the harder is knowing that i ll be stuck with me forever..