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i wish he never sees what i wrote here , bec that would hurt his feelings and i don wanna do this , not bec i still have feelings for him , it's just that i don wanna feel guilty again bec of him , i removed everything that shows my id, but i m not sure if it is archieved on the internet or not , i just hope he doesnt look for them , but if u ever get to see what i wrote here , i m sorry , i felt bad and i needed to talk , i didnt want to tell this to somebody bec i dont want to talk about you this way , i m hurt and this is the only reaction i can take